A different view on Courage

So today the uncle fetched us instead of aunty. I think cos she's busy taking care of her kids, 3 among 4 of them are on high fever man -.- she mentioned something that goes, "Being a mom is like bein a superwoman. You can't get sick". Aww, mak ku tengah tido kat bilik sebelah Ahahah!

Somehow the journey bak home today felt shorter. Cos Angeline wasn't around, she wont be traveling with me this 10 days cos her parents are gonna go on a vacation to America so she's staying at Jia Huei's. Somehow when I was playing with my poddie Uncle was lecturing his daughter. And sdl, "U see Eileen, she said she wanted to be a doctor, she's working her way to it. Everything we do must take out courage one u understand anot............". I pun show this :0 expression. And he sdl ask, "Right Eileen??", I just answered "Umm yeahh yaa". Then I told him, uncle I dnt wna be a doctor already.. He's like, "Then what u wna be?". I said, I dunno, I currently have no goals, I got no direction. He's like :OOO (hahahaha XD) . Did I mention that he's practicing the same Buddhism as I am :P so he asked, lately if I've been chanting, alot! I was like, sometimes can la 1hour challenge uncle! He's like, sometimes only ah? :x. Then I answered him, Uncle, I dunno what to chant for! I have no goals like currently... He goes, "People nowadays always have a big misconception on why shall we chant. They only see the fruit that they want, didn't consider the process! Actually when u set an objective, courage is the most important! In Chinese he said, it sounded like this "Yong qi shi zui zong yao de! Yao you yong qi cai neng chi shu ma! (only can persevere)"

Then he say, "Now I'm asking u for RM5 can you give me?" I pun Can la! He goes, "if I ask for your courage cab give me?" (while driving he can actually put his palm to the back asking things from me XD) I said, How to give?? He's like "Nah! See? Where is your courage? You must posses courage so you can also affect ppl around you to 'qian jing, qian jing, zai qian jing'(keep moving forward) ma! Like that day, I heard my wife say u get Distinction for ur piano exam, u don't say uncle oso know it's from your everyday at least one hour practice right?? By witnessing your success eventually ppl around you will feel the courage youre having too! So don't ever say you got no goals! Now if u can practice piano for one hour why can't u chant one hour daily?". I felt, "This uncle ah, pusing one round za ngo hahahaha XD".

The above dialogues might seem confusing but pls do not hesitate to ask. Tqvm, Salam, sekian 1malaysia.

Malaysia, 2.04am, thursday