Hey people! Today is 28th which is Angeline's birthday ahha :D btw its been around 10 years since I've came to know her. But friendship is not about time, it's about yourself, how you show effort in achieving good and unforgettable friendships. How it works is on you, not the other person. It seems that I have known her well, going through some thick and thin with her! Not to say that I am one of the most important person on her life, but sometimes I do imagine myself muttering some last words to her as if I'm going to pass away hahaha XD like e.g I got involved in a serious accident, I'll go like "Angeline..! Live well for your whole life..." *last breath* .. CHOI! It's just an example haha ! But seriously I've imagined this while doing the dishes a while ago.
I still feel weird nowadays. Not taking studies seriously. Next week is final term exam already. Everyday of this period of holiday are wasted off, as if I have never put any effort to do well in the coming exam. I myself are having a hard time, to understand how thinks works. This moment I'm so determined to score, to understand the whatever subject, the next my mind went to wander all over the universe. I just don't feel satisfied this way -.- It's like I'm unproductive! I hate being unproductive! It's not that I'm stupid or what but my rankin really upsets myself lol!
Today's title is LOL DJ. It refers to the 98.8 fm Deejay. His name is Chan Fung I think? He has this segment where people calls to the station and tells him their problems. The worst part is there are so many long pauses. Of waiting for the hesitant caller to answer some sensitive question asked by the deejay! My goodness. I am more than relieved to know that I won't be one o the masyarakat yang calls to the radio station to complain on your problems asking for solutions! These people obviously has no guidelines in life. Religion plays a big role here. I sincerely sympathize those who lack of ajaran agama man. I understand that they came from a broken family, lead a broken future for marrying a man-whore and had a bunch of kids that dropped out of school at 16. I can only pray that somebody near them realize about the existence of such person at their surrounding and reach out to them :/
Do you guys know....
1. That not advancing in life, or even staying static of where you are now, means you're falling behind! Therefore it's important to advance and grow each day! :) even just a little, it's better than nothing! ^^
2. We have the ability to change our destiny! We are young! I believe 3 of us here have our own dreams and ambitions! Not that I'm so sure of mine now ._. But, what I'm saying is don't let your atmosphere or surrounding affect you! Instead, use the sufferings now to help you grow into the current society!
3. A person who is not facing any problems, is problematic! How can a living human have no problems at all! ;) problems include, studies health family friends relationship finance and etc! Those who no problem I think they ignore their surrounding one lo :p
In a nutshell, I hope both of you are doing well! Take good care of your health and your parents :D especially your mum! Talk more to your grandparents if you have any now ^^
I am sorry for the long post :>
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